It’s just farcically laughable… but I think am a person with bad karma… Never a lucky one to get any good deals or offer. Windfall is just a far cry from life. And often there will be obstacles for every attempt of reaching out…
It happened again. Almost during or right before every critical times in life, something would pop up and stood as a hindrance. It just keep stirring every psychological bit of you, till you have so much and that alot of stuffs on mind, that deadly trying to pull you off from the track you should be on.
I couldn’t help but striving hard to deal with every bit of it, telling myself there’s no way to afford such more hindrance at this time, because any mistakes in between would just cost! Be they time, effort, money and emotion. I can only tell myself to buckle up and continue walking without looking much to what’s on my left and right… Or else, I would fall hard. Real hard.
There were times I was just few dials away, but eventually the handset had to be put down. I couldn’t foresee what might come ahead from the other end, that might throw me into another swirl of emotion battle. There’s no reason to be pathetic right now, other than keeping my spirit high with plenty of facts and figures for the papers coming ahead.
Mood: Don’t let me down when I deserved to be up
Music: Turn back the clock, by Johnny Hates Jazz
